Things have been just that here in the last couple of weeks since J decided to walk out and have his think time. .
We are getting through it one step at a time, although it is one step forward two steps back. . one day it is all about lets sit and talk about everything and the next it is back to the way things were before!! Before had its moments but things were never really right. . never really exact? I keep hoping for the day to come that things are settled and we are whole again like we were in the very beginning.. when nothing could have shaken either of our resolves . . . back to a time when I can come home at night and not wonder when the next time a door will close and not reopen with him?? How long can a person wait for that to happen and not be completely crazy??
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