Okay how is it I work on all the traits that you seem to think are bad for our marriage and I open up and talk and I still get told. . sorry you aren't doing enough!!
I give up. . I have left all I knew behind to come here where I didn't know a damned soul aside from you and changed most of what I had as a personality. . I don't flirt, I scowl. . I say what I mean to say even if it bothers you instead of letting it build up and explode. . I don't bitch about Dillon as much . . I don't argue with you about what you are going to go do for fun. . nothing!!!
Nothing is good enough for you to say. .yep you are getting there. . or you are there!! Apparently I never was. . as you constantly like to remind me!!
But I seem to think that if I point out how much you mean to me.. how much more in you I have than I thought possible. . how much I left behind and would again in a heartbeat if you asked. . YOU THREATEN TO LEAVE!!!
Screw that. . find a real reason if you wanna leave so damned bad!! Find a real reason why you don't want to be with me aside from what your friends think!! Find something tangible . . real!!
I can't be constantly in limbo waiting for you to realize that I am here waiting to be your everything!! In other words don't threaten to leave unless you really don't plan on coming back!! This shit sux!! I can't deal with the idea of you just taking off like you did before. . I can only handle so much before I can't do it anymore. .
You want me to be the person you feel in love with. . then quit being so emotionally abusive!! I would rather you hit me . . bruises like that actually heal!! Pretty blunt huh!!
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