I'd honestly request a do-over, but I don't wanna chance having to deal with all the same BS so I'll just write today off... UGH!!
I just want him to understand that things like him refusing to go get testing done or putting it off because I didn't set up the appt, regardless of if we are ready to TTC or not, makes me feel like he doesn't care about the loss I feel...that's not fair to him I know but at the same time it's not fair to me that he makes these promises but never keeps them, or only keeps them in his way... only for some strange reason, this one is worse for me than his promise 7 years ago to stop smoking... this one seems to cut deeper??
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