So apparently I asked a stupid question last night... I asked, "Do you wonder why I'm not preg?" This questions was answered with 1st dead silence, then the question of "You aren't on birth control?" with the sound of him freaking out lacing his voice... I wanted to slap him, I wanted to cry... No, I'm not on BC because we discussed this after the M/C and determined that we'd try to use alternate methods (other than a condom because he refused to wear one now that he's married), however he clearly stated that because he's impatient he probably wouldn't remember to use anything. So now what...
I try to not say anything, I try to be cautious at least when I do... but I really don't understand, is it that he's really against having kids, doesn't he understand that I am stressed out by this... I'm frustrated and just want to get answers... like another one I have is why he hasn't gone and finished the testing we need to have done??
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