Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Crazy days. .

Today was nutz. . . I had to go to Rockville to work on a wireless connection for some customer that was livid that I had to take 2 hours to go get a cable fixed so that his connection was 100%. Looney people!! I so can't wait to get away from this state. Nevermind that I hate half the people that are supposedly my husbands friends (that is another history lesson all its own), I also hate half of the people I work with and over half of the clients I deal with on a daily basis .. I wonder that I am not completely crazy by the time I get out of this insane state. Why can't I just go back to Texas where most everyone respects you, your family and your choices in life without adding their two cents. Yeah. . I am on another rant!! Go figure!!
I think I am just frustrated. . the whole lack of interaction with sane people tends to do that to you sometimes. . nevermind when you are a sex-a-holic and haven't had sex in 17 days. . LOL!! Then add to that a lovely visit from the monthly mood swing and you just have an all out emotional war going on...
I honestly don't understand the wives of soldiers who when their husbands are going they think it is a vacation.. okay so I do a little but for the most part when my husband is gone away even for a week I am ready to kill people by the end of it. It isn't a vacation to me, it is a stress session - I have to do EVERYTHING!!! Clean, Cook, Mow the Lawn, Wash Clothes, Play with the Dog, etc. although I know that I have done all that in the past and never had to worry about it. . but I think once you get used to someone being around to help you get to depend on that help being there, even for minute things like helping you figure out what you want for dinner. . THAT IS SAD!! Oh well. . . life sux sometimes. .
And speaking of dinner.. it is about that time. . and I didn't have lunch!! I am so outta here!!

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